{"id":441,"date":"2012-01-20T13:04:08","date_gmt":"2012-01-20T21:04:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/?p=441"},"modified":"2018-06-26T22:46:10","modified_gmt":"2018-06-27T05:46:10","slug":"my-confession","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/?p=441","title":{"rendered":"My Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Thinking of the Ligurian Sea<br \/>\nWhere the romantics go to drown,<br \/>\nSomber as the Tuscan sun sets<br \/>\nSpeaking the ineffable noun<br \/>\nMy heart a hopeless wanderer<br \/>\nFleeing pregnant ghosts<br \/>\nSeeking in parti-colored silks<br \/>\nTo evade accusing hosts.<br \/>\nThe fear a promise unrealized,<br \/>\nThe events trivial and benign,<br \/>\nOppressed beneath the clearest skies,<br \/>\nThe punishment condign.<\/p>\n<p>As if words could salve the wound<br \/>\nOf silence purpos\u2019d or rash.<br \/>\nInstead, I light a pyre of dream and desire,<br \/>\nBurn my cigarette heart to ash.<br \/>\nThe foetus in the suicide\u2019s womb<br \/>\nAs the heartsick cold closes in \u2013<br \/>\nRegrets at graveside or crepuscular shore,<br \/>\nThe distance remains infinite.<br \/>\nSo I\u2019m thinking (though thoughts cannot help)<br \/>\nOf life beneath a darkening sky,<br \/>\nOf remains on a beach where once I wept,<br \/>\nWhere poets go to die.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Thinking of the Ligurian Sea Where the romantics go to drown, Somber as the Tuscan sun sets Speaking the ineffable noun My heart a hopeless wanderer Fleeing pregnant ghosts Seeking in parti-colored silks To evade accusing hosts. The fear a promise unrealized, The events trivial and benign, Oppressed beneath the clearest skies, The punishment condign. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/?p=441\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;My Confession&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[89],"class_list":["post-441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-poetry","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=441"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/441\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/educatedguesswork.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}